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I bet santa claus can't fufil them all, so i shan't say anything.
But there's one thing i really hate and one thing im gonna wish really hard for..and im not writing it down.

[Updated 16/10/09] I want Kangin to be alright. I want him to be back to his cheerful self. Santa Claus can take this as my one and only wish for Christmas. I don't mind. I just want him to be alright.




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Oh shoots.
I think I am addicted to facebook and drama..
I spent one whole day from 8 to 6 on the com!!! >.<

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I want to watch finish Tamna the Island!!


i want to talk about the movie today, but...

KANGINNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! KANGINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!
i feel so so so depressed and disappointed.
kangin havn't even got over his assault case but now there's another incident. :(
The previous incident: he got caught on CCTV for fighting. It wasn't really his fault actually. This person hit him and kangin tries to walk away but he ended up defending himself by fighting back.

Then, yesterday, kangin crashed into a taxi and then abandoned his car before running away.
There were two passengers along with the cab driver involved in the accident although it was fortunate that no one suffered any major injuries. Although kangin had abandoned the scene of the accident, he turned himself in at the Gangnam police station at 8:50am.

Allkpop put up this poll that said "if you have the powers, which problem would you want to fix first?"

There were four choices: Jaebeom (his leaving 2PM), GD (plagarism issues), DBSK (court cases with SM Entertainment) and Kangin.
The poll was already closed by the time i saw it but the first choice that came to my mind was kangin.

i know, i know, he was in the wrong and he deserved to be punished but..i cannot bear too see him like this!! I WANT TO FIX THESE PROBLEMS!!!!! >.< whenever i hear his soothing voice i feel so relaxed and he's just like a big cuddly teddy bear that i feel like hugging so much.

I am too afraid that he might end up like Jay, and leave suju. Although of coz if I had a second power, I would wish Jae back to 2PM. it isn't his fault at all.
But still, I REALLY REALLY WANT KANGIN'S ISSUES TO BE FIXED NOWW. this is so depressing, argh! Even i cannot really enjoy BEAST's performance at music bank, they were not bad and i love their smiles but, my thoughts kept drifting to kangin.. *sigh*

겅인,확실히 있으십시오.사랑해요~ :(



gosh, eoys are like finally over!
back to suju-ing oh yay :D
i juz hope mum allows me to go watch "shorts" with my friends tmr. but honestly, im more interested in watch the "SURROGATES"!
muahaha, i hope it will be scary enough

i have too many boy bands on my mind:
first is suju (duh.)
second is FT Island (hong ki!)
third is BEAST [aka. B2ST]
obviously i prefer the name 'B2ST', sounds much more mysterious. but apparently the company have decided to change the name. *sighs*
and im amazed with their debut album, quite nice the songs. and they are hot and sexy too.


don't u think the song should last longer?! its so addictive leh *sobs*

btw, yo seob is cute :)
but my love for teukie will never change~
there's this really really cute guy in my tuition class!!
he looked kinda japanese.. sighs.. :)

finally the doc saved me from all those bites!! i luv u, doc!! but the medicine made me damn drowsy.. i could not keep my eyes open for most of the lessons today & i didnt even know what mr tham was taking about chapter 7!! but of coz my eyes are always open for the subject called 'recess' (: its gonna be week 9 soon yo. XD
basketball was AWESOME today(:
after the rain right, me & xy went to play bball.. & it was like, oh-so-gross.. >.<

1. the bball court was wet, so in the end, the ball was wet & sticky..
2. xy's ball kept rolling into the mud coz it was too bouncy
3. that sharlene that played with us stole my ball!! yes MY BALL!! not MY BALL but my ball!! get it?! dun u dare think sick!!
4. the bell rang at 2.30 means i was supposed to go for band so i told xy, "can i shoot juz 5 more shots?" & it went horrible.. like, it went missing the the loop again & again when before i did not miss as much!! funny ball!!

then after that it was band, & i appeared in front of the sec 1s all sweaty and sticky.. then tha yang was like, "omg what happened to u maddie?" then"oh nothing la, i juz now played bball(:" then she said that my face was so shiny & all.. LOL.

then shin young went like, "omg are you ok?" then, "yea..(:" so, i looked into the mirror wondering y they asked then i saw that my whole face was wet!! my fringe was literally SOAKED in sweat ah.. then my face all red.. so i supposed i looked like that in front of my section juniors?? bad 1st impression yeah?? (:

anws, my juniors are so CUTE!! they have absolutely no attitude probs at all & quite friendly too!!

oh yes & after band, right, i was giving the ticket $$ to roslinda but the security uncle go rush us out so we had to go down to settle the $$ issues.. then, ms low was behind me!! so she, pointed to the seminar room that door & showed me that the door handle broke!! LOLs. then she said that band girls are so rough, go spoil that door. (actually i think it was my fault la coz i think i pushed the handle quite hard but i didn't know it fell =P ) so, i juz smiled at her then she commented that this whole day that she saw me, i like nv talk at all, only keep smiling!! i was like, er.... then she go poke me & asked izzati who i remind her of, so quiet & all & something abt librians...

...?? very very weird..

& now i'll tell u people abt my final goodie goodie news..

I DUN NEED 2 RUN MASS RUN NX TUE!!! MUAHAHAHA!! bang ur head against the wall, go jump outta the window, go cry until ur eyes bleed & pop, but, deal with it.. (: we have a performance ma ((:

& once again, thank you 2 every1 who comes to esplanade to support us!! =D LOVE U ALL!!


yesterday, tuition was..weird..?
i was like, early for my tuition so i juz leaned against the wall and tried to sms xiao ying that i can't tell her the no. 7 for ting xie, but obviously i failed coz my 8 wasn't working!! b4 our tuition was an abacus class tuition so they left, & i was like, still leaning there coz i didn't know whether to enter or not.. then there was this guy & girl (i didn't know their names coz it was only my 3rd lesson with them!) they entered the class so i followed.

the girl was standing 1 side to let me go to my seating coz i sit inside what. but, i couldn't move in coz there was still a little boy seating there (he was from the abacus class) and his teacher was teaching him. girl suggested that i crawl under the 2nd desk to go to my seating.. i hesitated coz..i mean, obviously is not possible right?! that'll seem so obscene!!

so the guy right, he so gentleman!! he help me push the 2nd desk away to let me go in..so nice!! (: i really did not expect him to do that.. so, i was like, thanking the both of them.. =D

gosh i feel like playing bball NOW!!! but, mum said ltr on in the evening.. & i won't be playing in the bball court.. juz downstairs the building..

oh wells. i can practice my aiming & dribbling then.. (:

& omg u know what?! she thought i play bball juz to see the guys there or something!! and said that its not feminine!! girls DO play bball okayy!!

NO FREAKING WAY WILL I QUIT PLAYING BBALL!!!!!
VALENTINES DAY!!

A time for all lovers to make out and singles to find the other half (: & also for friends and families to express their love for each other..
so, i want to say to all my friends that, I ♥ U ALL!!! muahahaha..but no presents for any of u.. =P im broke already..
lets take my love given to u all as a present =D & i really wanna watch breakout.. meena's so lucky lor.. got her bf to giv her free tickets to the show!! AH so unfair!!

oh yes & i hope every1 will be happy today.. no rejections on valentines day pls! ((: i so suddenly feel like eating chocolates...